I had the strangest dream Sunday night. I was so odd that I wrote down part of it so I wouldn’t forget when I got out of bed because I needed to be able to talk about it.
I was headed to a birthday party for one of my friends with diabetes. It wasn’t just a feeling that this was someone I knew – it was actually an identifiable member of the diabetes blogging community. I was standing outside the party waiting for him to arrive. Somehow I knew he had recently been to the doctor so as he walked up to the party I asked him how he was doing.
He said he was doing well but I could tell that something was wrong so I asked again. Apparently his doctor told him “I think you are the only one that should know about the buzzes and beeps.” [that’s the part I wrote down]
What the heck does that mean?
Do you think it was really supposed to be about the other person? Should I tell them? Is it about me? Why do I have subconscious issues with the Dexcom? Does this mean I should stop posting Dexcom pictures (see attached)?